That X button exists for a reason~
ReliefI probably should have realised I had a bad week coming up when I ended up in an argument of sorts with one of my closest online friends, after which I was utterly furious with them and spent the rest of the week avoiding them because I knew if I spoke to them I'd probably say something I'd regret. You know I'm avoiding someone when I don't log onto msn for a few days. It's immature but there you go. That was on Sunday.
Next day, Monday, I was preoccupied with not only that, but all the other little thoughts I have going around in my mind at the moment. Mum made me go for a drive since I had a lesson the following day. The second time around the block I drove into the gutter/kerb near one of the corners. Hard. And damaged the car wheel. And then I cried for the first time in many months. Haha, I'm so skilled. And mum thought I was crying over the car, when it was everything -else- I was crying over; the car was just what set me off. Thankfully I didn't manage to crash into anything during my lessons. And the wheel was fixable.
Then I was doubting my Uni course for the bajillionth time. And I actually told mum so this time. I don't think mum even realises it's because of her and my older brother's constant nagging. "What careers is it even going to lead to?". Or those little silences from her whenever I talked happily about what I was doing/going to do. I always make rash decisions when I'm having a bad week, haha;; If I do change I'm planning on going back to concentrating on my Japanese, but I can't change course until next year, and I'm still not sure whether to do so or not.\
Then Friday/yesterday was a decent enough day, though I had trouble sleeping last night, then this morning the friend issue got at least partially sorted out. So all in all the week ended okay.
Haha... Looking back, I guess it wasn't such a bad week. I just let the few bad things get to me a little too much.
Hmm, I had more to say, but this is already a rather long journal.
So uh, if you read this, how was your week? C:
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I can sympathize with that so hard right now.
I hope you get that friend drama sorted out, too. I'd hate to see having problems with friends. Good luck.
If you're asking how my week went... well, you already read my last journal entry. You already know.
ARG DRIVING. its bad enough for me cuz I started driving soooo laaaate (compared to everyone else in ca) but i also SUCK. hahaa. I STILL SUCK. after more than a year of driving, i'm not trusted enough to drive my little sister 5 min away to the library lololol. or myself for that matter >_>
oo are you a language person? i have a friend/brother who is like OMGUH LANGUAGE 8D its kinda cute (: i've gotten used to/come to enjoy having random words i've can't comprehend tossed into statuses, titles, chats, blogs, emails all over the place (: (:
yay friend-issue-sorting!
... I MADE IT TO THE END!<3
myyyy week. Well. I ended work this week so for the first time all summer, I didnt have to wake up at 6 in the morning AND I SLEPT IN WHILE I WAS AT IT 8DD it just went downhill from there though. cuz. college apps. they have begun. DD8 Do you have to apply to a billion colleges in australia too? because this is just terrible ): ): and i have to apply to a ton of colleges that i'm not really interested in but are "prestigous" and that i'm expected to apply to, and its just adding to the work ): ): ): ): blahhhh
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I miss you most when you're around.
I hope so too D: Thanks Tommy
Games and relaxing and stuff, then xD Like I said, as long as you enjoy it~
It was just bad timing that caused it, I think... They were complaining about some stuff, and when I tried to persuade them to keep trying, they completely disregarded what I said, and in the end I got exasperated and just went "I don't know what you want me to say." Because I honestly didn't. Tactless, but there you go. And they just kinda went "Whatever. I'm going now." and logged off, which left me enraged. I dunno. I'm fine with people disagreeing with me but to be have a friend completely disregard my opinions on something just... gah.
I started driving late compared to people around here. Do your parents try and teach you to drive better at all? D:
Sleep-ins ftw! xD I like sleeping in~ But only until like 9.30am at the latest. I prefer to wake up earlier though, and make the most of my day. Applying for college sounds sucky though D: Thankfully we don't have all that many Unis (in South Australia at least), and we had a nice website set up to make it all much easier for us. What you have to do does sound like a pain though Dx
Good luck on changing your uni course and that - but I really hope you like the change and that you're not just doing it 'cause of the nagging, 'cause that'd be sad to stop doing something you enjoy...
But whatever you choose I hope you enjoy it~
I'm not making any sense because I'm a little bit tired D:
Fighting with friend's suck. Hope it's resolved now? It kinda sounds like arguments I've had with friends... when they just kinda, would prefer to be all sulky and upset than try to be positive... Sorry if I'm assuming wrong!
Sending heaps of luck for your meeting (unless you've already had it, in which case sending lots of congratulations for living through it)
And that's all I can think to say! I think I repeated myself a couple of times XD
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~ Ecm
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Meeting with one of the people at Uni was easy enough in the end actually :'D But I'm stuck doing what I'm doing until next year. And now I'm wondering whether I should just continue with my current course OTZ I need to stop changing my mind, I really don't know what I'm doing at the moment.
No no, that sounds about right xD I mean, I know everyone feels down once in a while, and you don't always have the will to think positively, but when others are attempting to make you feel better you should at least have some appreciation of it.
Thanks Ecm c: I appreciate it.
I went through all my messages todayyy *happy face* 250 or something. But still have deviations to look at D:
Maybe - and gosh, more list-talk - think about the pros and cons of each situation, or something. And ignoring outside perspectives for the moment. It always helps me to set apart what I want, what's good for me, and what other people say. Usually helps me make decisions
EITHER WAY. It looks like you've got plenty of time to make a decision, so don't rush yourself <3 It sucks that you can't change though. I've been trying to change my English class but am not allowed to, so I know a bit of your pain =__=
Mmm, well, I used to have a friend who was like that 85% of the time, and yeah. It's reeeally annoying. When someone's like that around you all the time, you eventually get a little bit... tired of it.
It's no problem c: Hope stuff gets better quickly!
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~ Ecm
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